09.11.12
Let your love be like the stars, dazzling the sky in spectacular style.
Back
at the raft houses, we went to roll some coral reef relief for our new family and
I realised that one of my wooden beaded crosses was missing. I usually wear
them everywhere, all the time and didn’t remember taking it off. I assumed it
must’ve been pre-coitus, so we overturned everything, emptied our bags, checked
under the bed and still it was nowhere to be found. I began to panic, those
necklaces have been with me through all of my adult life after one of my best
friends gave them to me, even during my near death on the mountain in Monument
Valley, I remember feeling the cross cutting into my chest, which was laid
across the rock face as I clung on for dear life. If they were gone, I would
have been devastated. I rushed out to the decking where we ate to ask the
others if they’d seen them, and as I arrived to where our group were gathered,
I could see what looked like them, hanging around Connor’s neck. Near
speechless and shaken, I said “Are those my beads?” to which he replied saying
“I found these earlier, are they yours?” I walked around the table to where he
was sitting in his chair and hugged him around his back, gripping him tightly
and thanking the God which resides inside him. He explained that whilst
swimming in the water he saw them floating towards him, and kept them because
he thought they were cool. He put them back around my neck and I thanked him
profusely, explaining the significance in the story of my life. There are few
objects I treasure in this world, and these were definitely one of them. I
rushed back to tell Sarah who was over the moon, and we both returned to the
table to have a cup of tea and a smoke with the gang. After a couple of hours
conversing over various card games it was time for ‘lights off’, and we all
retired to our wooden shacks. We pinned our mosquito nets and lay on the bed.
The still of the night provided us with hundreds of different sounds which
created various visions, nature’s soundtrack. It reminded me of the night we’d
taken mushrooms in Udaipur and were listening to the infinite life outside, the
steady chirps like a metronome and the odd oncoming car providing a bridge to
the insect orchestra, which would always kick into its short chorus, signified
with a beep as the vehicle drove by. It was quite a struggle to settle, what
with the constant bats flying in and out through the uncovered sides of our hut
whilst we listened to the bubbles rising up beneath us, scurrying around the
sides and general movements and flickers, constantly conjuring up images which
were likely more scary in our heads than in reality. Nevertheless, I pulled out
my iPod and speaker and stuck on Tropic Thunder to watch and listen to instead
of what was in my inquisitive head. Unfortunately, I didn’t reach the bit where
Tom Cruise dances, but I instead danced my dreams across the water, taking me
back to my own unreality.
Cheow Lan Lake |
8am always comes too soon, usually four hours too soon for
me, but this was another day where sleep would be sacrificed in exchange for
adventure. I rolled out of bed and headed up the road with a huge bag of
laundry, dropping it at the only family store that was open and telling them I’d
be back the following evening. We had a quick bit of grub before being loaded
into a van with five strangers who would also be joining us on this trek, three
Canadians, Mark and his two children Natasha and Connor who were in their late
teens/early twenties, their friend Stephanie and her Australian boyfriend
Julian. Our guide stopped after thirty minutes or so, so he could shop for
supplies whilst we checked out the local market, before driving us to the pier
where the long-tail boats were docked. We chucked our bags and bodies onto the
awaiting vessel, and spent the next ninety minutes sailing across a huge
reservoir, passing towering walls of lime stone and various tree tops which
stemmed up from underneath the clear greeny-blue water. The loud clattering of
the engine behind us was near deafening, and somewhat ruining the peace for us
both, so I ripped a few bits of material from my vest for Sarah to put in her
ears, and put the other bits in mine. Much better. I sat back in peace,
thinking about love, and the fact that I had yet to write a poem for Alexa and
Hayden’s wedding, which was the reason we were in Thailand in the first place.
I like to let ideas stew, and then come out naturally, so just thinking about
that lovely couple, their forthcoming wedding and the strong bond they clearly
shared had the words flowing as easily as the river we were drifting on.
Let your love be like the stars, dazzling the sky in spectacular style.
Let your love be like a river, flowing continuously for miles and miles.
Let your love be like the sun, the golden glow which lights the day.
Let your love be like the moon, illuminating the night to show us the way.
Let your love be like a forest, rooted deeply to the ground.
Let your love be like a flower, a blossoming beauty uniquely bound.
Let your love be simply love, a bond of happiness, deep and true.
Let your love last forever, a new beginning from the moment you say "I do"
By the time
I’d finished writing and shared it with Sarah, the ride was over, and we
arrived at our destination, a series of bamboo raft houses which were built
right on the water at the edge of the Cheow Lan Lake, surrounded by a
mountainous backdrop with jungle just beyond. It was beautiful. We put our
stuff into our huts, then dived into the cool water to relieve our skin after
too much time sat on a boat in the mid-day sun. We had a spot of lunch cooked
by the locals running this little site, which consisted of Massaman Curry, Sweet
and sour chicken and vegetables, and a load of rice and fruit for dessert. It
was all delicious and definitely filled the final hole of the two day hangover
which was nearing its end. Suitably stuffed, we decided to go out for a little
kayak ride with Connor who was raring to go. He hopped into a yellow, one man
kayak, and Sarah and I jumped into a blue, two man version. It was by far the
worst one I’d rowed in since being away, and we struggled to sail smoothly as
it’s flimsy body rocked on the water, but we did ok, riding for a while, then
stopping by a cliff where we looked up to see a few cheeky monkeys swinging
around the treetops and making noises at us. Connor was a really cool young
chap, very chatty and funny, and we had a good time talking as we paddled along
to the end of the route, before turning around and paddling back to our base.
Julian and Stephanie were waiting, so I dived out of my kayak and held it
steady for them to board, before doing a bit of swimming then getting out to
dry off. By the time we made it back to our hut it was starting to spit, then
it got a little worse, then a lot worse, lashing down upon the tranquil lake,
and dripping through holes in our roof. We were glad we’d gone first in the
kayak, and were now in the relative comfort of our hut, lying on a mattress on
the floor, keeping warm in each other’s arms. The sound of the rain got louder
and louder, masking the sound of our lips meeting, and bodies pressing
together, and by the time our romantic episode was over, we were too tired to
care about the rain, or move from the wet spot which the leaky roof had created,
we just lay there satisfied, staring at the ceiling until we dozed off shortly
after.
I was in a sweet shop at the airport, and as always, I was on the rob. Eating
whilst choosing, putting some in my pockets, purposely miscounting the amount I
had to pay, whatever it took to score as many free sweeties as possible. When I
left the shop I was chased by security and spent the rest of the dream running
around the airport hiding. I could look further into why I often have this
reoccurring theme in my slumber, but considering the amount of sweets I consume
from day to day, I just put it down to my addiction. A couple of hours later I awoke and went out to
find that nobody was around, and we’d seemingly been left behind, but it turned
out that there wasn’t much happening, so I just got chatting to a Belgian guy
who was also there for the night with a few friends, before returning to my
lady, who was stirring on her soggy mattress. We all regrouped for dinner
around 7pm and were served with what was quite possibly the best meal of my
trip so far, huge freshly caught fish grilled to perfection, Thai style
omelette, and loads more vegetables and fruit. These guys live good. By 8ish we
got back on our long-tail boat and went on a night safari, on the promise that
a lot of the animals would be waking around this time and we’d see a few. It
was pitch black on the river, and our guide spent his time sailing from place
to place, and shining his big torch into the trees, to no avail. I’ve seen more
wildlife under our living room sofa, but I found it pretty amusing to be on a
safari with no animals. At one point there was apparently a big white bird
sitting at the top of a tree, but it could have been a branch for all I could
see. After nearly an hour of floating around aimlessly like a turd in the
ocean, we stopped at a spot where our guide told us that you could see shooting
stars every ten minutes or so. We waited. We waited some more. There was a lot
of space to cover but I hoped that I could see another if I constantly flashed
my eyes around the sky, and it worked. I’m pretty sure that I saw one briefly, however
it was ten times duller and nowhere near as sparkly as the one that I’d seen in
Koh Phangan a few days before, still, beggars can’t be choosers, unless of course
they are choosing to beg, in which case they get what they want.
Let your love be like the sun, the golden glow which lights the day.
Let your love be like the moon, illuminating the night to show us the way.
Let your love be like a forest, rooted deeply to the ground.
Let your love be like a flower, a blossoming beauty uniquely bound.
Let your love be simply love, a bond of happiness, deep and true.
Let your love last forever, a new beginning from the moment you say "I do"
Peace on Earth |
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